There is a huge flaw in the belief that a sizeable purchase will help to get your mind off someone, if only momentarily. Namely, once you put on said articles, your thoughts naturally progress towards, "Wow, I look good. I wish [insert name of aforementioned person] could see me. S/he would love it."
Furthermore, it's very wrong to purchase underwear. Especially good-looking ones. Because surely, you must have wanted someone to see that when you made the initial purchase.
So, by default in your character, the shopping plan has backfired and now you've tried six ways to get your mind off someone, and only one has marginally worked. But in reality, you don't want to get over him/her, beause it means that you have to emotionally separate yourself from all the wonderful emotions and moments you once shared in the past. That's the kicker, isn't it? Past, not present. Not any longer. What to do next...?
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